OMG!!!

I have typed and deleted so many blogs and none of them seem right!! I have so much going on right now.....
Lately i have upset a few important people in my life i am so sorry for that but I am a big believer in things happening for a reason. I just hope in time those people will forgive me and be ok with everything i hate knowing i have disappointed people i love!!
I am lucky enough to have an amazing man in my life and i love him so much!!!
Ok i am gunna leave this here and i hope i update with a lot more soon!

Just something....

I have typed about 6 different blogs and nothing seems right....
I know i haven't put anything here in ages,had a lot going on lately. I have let down a few important people the past few weeks with some stuff going on in my life, i hate that i have done this but it is my life and i am big believer in things happening for a reason. I just hope i have not disappointed them too much and that they will eventually forgive me for it and accept it and be happy... i guess time will tell really.
I am gunna leave it there not really feeling like a big blog....